So starting a blog.

It feels like an attempt at a diary, but since I already keep one of those that would be a childish sort of thing to do. Wouldn't it? Especially since this is going online.........

Anyway! This will be an attempt at writing in a more direct style than I normally do. (I write fanfiction. Look don't judge!) And also a bit of an attempt to see who is like-minded to myself.

Not completely sure that last sentence made any sense! Ah well. Like my Mother says "If you must do something do it well, or just don't do it at all!"

Okay. That wasn't really very inspirational, but that's my mom sometimes. We share a brain occasionally. I even have a sign that says "Sometimes I open my mouth, and my Mother comes out." It's hanging by my front door.

My Front Door. That's a new phrase for me. I recently turned 21. And by recently I mean it happened in the beginning of May. So really recently. Also I'm a Star Wars Baby. Literally every year on my birthday I hear "May the Fourth be with you!" All day long. All. Day. Long. Sometimes I just smile vacantly, and pull off the "dumb blonde" (even though I'm not) and say something to the extent of "What are you talking about?" It gets some humorous reactions.

Anywhoo! Back to the bold statement. I've moved into my own apartment. Haven't even been in it for an entire month. I'm still not completely used to referring to it as my own apartment, so that is still a really fun phrase. Not to mention that until this I lived with my rents. By rents I mean those people that gave birth to me, and supported me to all of my dreams, and through all of my ridiculous "I'm this age so I can do this and you can't say anything because I'm like an adult" stages.

I sort of miss those stages. They happened kind of frequently. Now that I'm technically considered an "Adult" I'm like "How the hell do people do this 24/7 365? I just want to be six again!" But then I remember all of the questions that got the answer "I'll tell you when you're older." and realize that I would rather not.

On the other hand is all of the really cool things you can do as an adult that don't garner any of those looks that seem so judging. Like the fact that I can go out with my 2 year old niece and not get the judgmental looks that I got when I was sixteen and babysitting my 3 year old cousin. Yeah. I'm talking to you really judgy old woman who was in walmart giving me the stink eye. You keep that judgement to yourself grumpy.

I guess that for my first post this works, but I'll leave you readers (if I even have any) and myself with a question. What is the best way to remember to pay bills?

-Jacq